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Thursday, August 14, 2025

The Dilemma

What should I do with the Gravel Bus?
 Back in 2020 when I purchased the Standard Rando v2 frame set, running 40mm - 45mm tires was considered to be "on the big side" of the gravel tire spectrum. In 2025, this is now considered to be on the narrow side of the spectrum!

The 'goal posts' have moved. There is no doubt about it - Bigger, wider gravel tires are where it is at now. But why should I care? Run what you want to run, right?

And I would definitely do just that, however, also at about the same time as I purchased the Standard Rando v2, I started trying out 45mm - 47mm tires. And you know what?

I ended up really liking them.

So, what has all of this got to do with the bike I call the Gravel Buss? Well, those larger sized tires do not clear the frame of the Standard Rando. I can run 43mm -44mm tires, maybe, and have a tiny bit of clearance on the rear. So, I'm not inclined to ride this bike when my other bikes do clear larger tires. Now I will also say that I don't have a 'gravel bike' I'm comfortable with sticking 50mm tires on a wheel either. (The BMC MCD barely clears 50's) So, I would like to have the capability to do this and then move on from the Standard Rando.

My "skinny" tire gravel bike would then be my Honeman Flyer by King Cycles which has 40mm Ritchey tires on it that measure out to 44mm currently. I have a single speed gravel bike which handles 29"er tires already, so I'm covered there.

Anyway, just a thought exercise. I wish Twin Six would come out with a 'v3' of the Standard Rando which would clear big tires, but who knows if that will ever happen. Also - I have enough bicycles, so this is not a pressing issue.  

Wednesday, August 13, 2025

Guest Post: Charlie Farrow's 2025 Tour Divide Report.

I am pleased and honored to provide you readers with a special guest post from the legendary, (he would not like this term, but this is my/our perspective) Charlie Farrow. Charlie agreed to let me reproduce his latest tome on his 2025 Tour Divide experience. (It's LONG! Get a big cup of whatever you drink and settle in!) I hope you find this enjoyable. If you find you like Charlie's style you can also check out his resurrected blog HERE Charlie promises more entries in the future. Now, on with the report!

The author, Charlie Farrow in a portrait by Michael Roe.

 How a white dot destroyed my Tour Divide quixotic quest for honor and respect. 

Written by Charlie Farrow

 Quixotic: Having or showing ideas that are different and unusual but not practical and/or very, very likely to not succeed. 

Part I:For me, it is far better to grasp the Universe as it really is than to persist in delusion, however
satisfying and reassuring.
” Carl Sagan


“...even for an old fool, used to finishing way back, that mindset is tough to surrender. An earnest, albeit bizarre, fanciful, delusional notion was stuck in my head- ‘This is a competition, this a race, come on, there’s a chance, however slight, that you could win back that blue dot.’” Charlie Farrow, a few days into it.

In part, I would describe myself as a lifelong seeker of physical competitions. From the time I was a little kid, I have been super involved in all kinds of sports. By the way, my parents had nothing to do with these pursuits. They were supportive, but totally hand-off. In junior high, rotund, wearing “husky” size pants, I was even on the diving team or a summer and went to several diving competitions, (with embarrassing results, but that's another story). Through high school, college, grad school, and decade after decade
since, I have continued to participate in sports for every season, yet I never “specialized. ” The fact is I was never good enough to specialize. Maybe that is part of the reason why I have stayed at it for so long, expectations were based on reality. Of course, I had my favorites. Initially it was an obsession with football (teens and early 20s), then rugby (mid to late 20s), then climbing (20s and 30s), then all types of bike racing (30s, 40s, 50s, 60s).

Early 80s, my good buddy, Bo Deremee and I headed for a bike race.
He was faster than me!

As I get older (and older, and older) witnessing many (now, most) of my peers (guys and gals), who are way more talented than me, quit competitions, I have wondered if I should hang it up as well. I wonder, “Why am I still so drawn to partake in these races?” I mean the facts are that for most of the events that I now compete in, I am lucky if I can finish in the 40th percentile. I am used to bringing up the rear.


Benevolent readers may be thinking, “the poor old guy is still at it because he is not comparing his performance to others; for him, it's all about the competition within.” Nope, that’s not me. I am very interested, even fixated on how the competition performs and marvel at how much better the majority is than me. I am constantly comparing finish times with multiple causal factors, like age of rider, type of bike, gear employed, weight of bike, etc. etc.

Is it a case where the author was once a top contender and now he’s just hanging on, unwilling to see the hand writing on the wall? Is he like Brett Favre or Muhammad Ali? No, not even close. In fact, as stated above, I have never been that good at any of the sports I have played. I mean from the very beginning, I have always been, even at my best, pretty average. In every sport that I participated in, I never achieved that level where I could realistically feel like an “elite” competitor. I do, personally, know folks that were elite, top athletes when they were younger and as they grew older, slower, more cautious, they simply could not deal with their progressively slower results, so they stopped showing up. I quit playing rugby in my early 30s because it became obvious that by playing, I was wrecking my body and that if I continued I would inevitably do permanent damage, but I was never that good, I just loved the game. I quit climbing because we had a daughter and I didn’t want to miss out on her growing up. I know guys that were killed climbing. There are lots of old mountain climbers and there are lots of bold mountain climbers, but there are very few old, bold mountain climbers.


Could it be that since I have always been just a “ team player, belay-slave, sherpa, and/or pack-rider,” my motivation to continue to compete stems not from the pursuit of excellence and victory, not for the admiration and accolades afforded the top players, but something more nuanced, more lofty, more cerebral or altruistic? Do I compete out of noble motivations? Do I compete for the love of humanity? Do I sign up for these races so as to benefit others, to bring joy to my competitors, to make the world a better place?

Sorry to disappoint, but after really thinking about it, I have come to a rather banal conclusion. As implied above, I could, Dear Reader, submit to you that I am above the superficial pursuit of victory and the momentary status that is especially afforded to winners in these “United States.” That my incentives are pure, even magnanimous. But to be honest, I think my problem is that I am simply delusional. Always have been. I am still waiting for my ship to come in, still waiting…maybe next time? And I am not the only one.


Intermission: Take a break, then keep reading for further convoluted reflective musings. Observations include: a case that the author was not alone in his unrealistic expectation for a “win” at the Tour Divide 2025. Another idea: Is the author a poster child for the long term consequences of those plagued by the Dunning-Kruger Effect? Don’t worry I’ll define it below, trust me. It applies more to men than women.

 

Part II: The Blue Dot turns White. Continued is an amateur examination on the question of the influence of the Dunning–Kruger effect on competition, the Tour Divide 2025, and what it meant to the author to achieve a “win” at the TD (also explored to some extent above), so read on, Dear Cherished Reader.

My “winning” strategy is to always start out super fast.  Of course, I quickly fall apart. But, maybe some day it will work! Ya never know! 

 

With sprinkles of the Dunning-Kruger effect mixed in, mine is a quixotic approach in that there has never been an instance, (I will define it below, bear with me, or fast forward to the Notes at the end). I mean every time I line up at the start of one of these races or competitions, there is a part of my reptilian brain that thinks, “Hey, if things go perfect for you, and a whole bunch of guys better than you have bad luck, you might be up there…” These hallucinations are supported or heightened when the competition encompasses a large group of contenders, it's a long multi-day race (the longer the race, the better my chances), as well as the inclusion of multiple “categories.”


Such was my foolhardy, quixotic approach to the Tour Divide 2025 (and may I also submit that I was not the only one to line up in Banff on June 13 embarking on a quixotic quest to “win” the Tour Divide). Let's explore this a bit more. I mean I have the time, besides, more context is warranted.


As alluded to above, in today’s uber-competitive world, for mostly everyone in any given competition from college admissions, to job interviews, to… you name it (with the exception of that small cohort of top contenders within a given field), one’s own particular understanding of what constitutes a “win” is highly contextual and subjective. For some, a “win” may be to simply get to the finish line. But in the minds of many who race the TD, I don’t think a finish is seen as a win. What I mean is that if you are signed up for a 2700 mile cross country bike race, by definition you are a serious competitor. For me, a win in the TD2025 meant that I would finish with my initials (CF) encased in a blue dot as depicted on Tour Divide 2025 Trackleaders.com. I knew I would finish, so just finishing it would not constitute a personal victory, (more on this below). I can be very stubborn and thus I rarely quit a competition. Sure, as stated above, I have been pulled from races because I failed to make a checkpoint in the allotted time frame or I’ve been lapped and subsequently pulled in lots of crits, but I can’t remember an instance where I “scratched” from a race.

The Tour Divide is simply an amazing competition! It sets a high standard. It’s everything a multi-week bike race should be and for what it's worth, I highly recommend it. As evidenced by this long narrative, it’s still fresh in my mind. I am still recovering, not motivated to exercise, so writing about my experience is fun and also maybe a bit cathartic! Trying to get my head around the fact that I just can’t stop thinking about the recent weeks I spent fighting my way down to Antelope Wells, New Mexico is intellectually stimulating. Lately, nearly every night, my brain lights up as I dream of these weird scenarios that I think are related to my real life TD experiences, but are also surreally enhanced or depict cloudy reenactments of that time spent on the route. Late at night or early mornings, I ruminate about ways I could have gone faster, how I need to go much lighter next time, sleep less, eat better, be more efficient, etc. This did not happen with my other recent long bike journeys. Some smart guy once pointed out,“if you really want to understand something, write about it.”

 

From the majestic Canadian Rockies to the surreal desert landscapes of southern New Mexico, the Tour Divide route has it all. 

Building upon the generalized treatise on the author’s delusions of greatness. Below I continue to wrestle with why I chose to “race” the TD. So take a quick break, walk around a bit, then read on for a further examination of various and disjointed pseudo-philosophical questions related to why compete at all, coupled with an amateurish, purely anecdotal analysis of what may or may not constitute a “win” for other competitors regarding the Tour Divide. For no extra charge, a theory or explanation related to the very low TD completion rate that occurs every year is presented? Or in other words, a look at what might be behind the fact that so many racers scratch from the Tour Divide every year? Disclaimer: The commentary below is partly as a result of a most interesting conversation I had with a fellow TD rider and very smart guy, during the few days we spent together on that 2700 mile path to Antelope Wells. Of course, the scattered opinions shared here are my own and do not reflect any others.

Of course, some competitions are more natural than others. Clearly boxing (or the like) is more natural than say basketball or hockey or synchronized swimming. Kangaroos box! Given our propensity for violence, I suppose Thomas Hobbes would argue that mixed martial arts competitions (MMA) are the most natural of all human games. Racing from Point A to Point B, certainly, must also be one of the original sports. As implied above, competition and sports are indivisible. A vital ingredient in all sports is competitiveness in the form of comparing one's performance with that of others . Cambridge dictionary simply defines competitiveness as, “the fact of a person wanting very much to win or be more successful than other people.” There can be no competition without comparisons. Let’s be honest, you can’t win in a race with yourself. It doesn’t work that way.


The Tour Divide (TD) is a competition and thus a kind of social construct, an artificial invention created to fill these primal needs we have to compete with each other. Seemingly, after a quick google search, most in the cognitive science fields agree that we are all competitive, to a degree, on a spectrum. Cheating, which is ubiquitous in most competitions, is a symptom or manifestation of our compulsive need to out perform our competition (a topic for another day).


In fact, all sports are, by definition, human designed activities in which, by design, there are winners and losers. Of course, in a race such as the TD, there is just one actual winner. It’s very simple, the cyclist that gets to the finish line before anyone else is the winner. However, those with an entrepreneurial bent, who create these social constructs, have learned that if the definition of winning is expanded (it is a given that everyone wants to win) more folks will sign up to compete. Thus the advent of various categories of winners (age-groups, different lengths of races, types of bikes, weight classes, etc., etc.) have proliferated For example, the American Birkebiner, North America’s largest cross country ski competition, has 28 different age group categories! It’s great, we used to do it as a family back in the 80s. Everyone gets a medal!

 

As mentioned above, I have done many types of multi-week adventures, including eight, months-long bike rides over the course of the last eight summers and yet this one was by far the most social and really the only one in which I felt compelled to “compete.” In fact, previously I have even cycled most of the Tour Divide Route, completing the full Great Divide Mountain Bike Route in 2018 (from Jasper to Antelope Wells and then back home). It was a 5800+ mile effort, but I took my sweet time and enjoyed several rest days as well as many short days in the saddle. When describing this summer’s effort I have to include the term "self-imposed pressure," because I approached it as a race, rather than a touring adventure. To be honest, I didn’t expect it, but by making this summer’s bike trip, a “race” changed everything. Pre-race, excited, I made a point of telling interested friends, colleagues, and my captive audience (aka, my students) that I was racing the Tour Divide come June. The racing mindset, although I tried to suppress it after just a few days into it–when it became obvious that I was no way close to being “competitive” within the realm of the talented field of 225 riders–would constantly haunt me, especially when I would have access to a local Wi-Fi connection, so as to check the standings via Trackleaders.com and see how far behind I was from the “competition.”

 

The author“toured” the GDMBR back in 2018, it was relaxing, he took his

time, read lots of books, stopped at local breweries, etc.

Let me explain; for a bunch of long distance competitions (across the globe), the guys at Trackleaders have developed an ingenious communal/public parameter (or scoreboard) that employs a kind of bellwether or baseline that, in real time, shows all interested parties where a racer stands in relation to the other racers via a continually updated website. It's brilliant, very well designed, addictive, and has attracted a legion of what is known as “dot watchers.” I am a committed dot watcher. For example, last winter (and many previous winters), I checked the Iditarod Invitational Race at least four or five times everyday. It’s really fun to watch your friends’ “dots” make progress and/or to be amazed at how fast some of these riders have become. A.I. defines a dot watcher as“someone who follows and analyzes the progress of participants in ultra-endurance races, particularly in cycling events like bikepacking races, by tracking their real-time GPS locations on a map. These races often lack traditional media coverage, so dot watchers rely on online tracking systems to follow the race and discuss it with other enthusiasts.”

“Specifically, regarding the Tour Divide 2025 race, from the rider’s perspective, the way it works is that to basically “stay in the game” (meaning to maintain the label of “racer”on the website), a rider must stay ahead of a “broom wagon,” (aka a sweeper). An oft quoted saying amongst the middlings (guys and gals on the edge of being caught by the sweeper) was, the broom wagon never sleeps.” Note: Back in the day, in road races, we called it a “sag wagon.” During criteriums if you fell behind and got lapped, you were pulled from the race. That happened to me on many occasions and while every time my ego was bruised, I survived to fight another day.


On the TD 2025 Trackleaders website, the sag wagon was colored green. The dots representing each woman racer (those ahead of the sag wagon) were colored pink, while the men’s dots were in blue. If one falls behind the menacing green broom wagon (as stated above, the sag wagon never sleeps, it just keeps moving @ 95 miles per 24 hours or about 4 mph during a full day), he or she remains in the game, but under a kind of cloud, essentially relegated to the less than lofty title of “tourist.” To publicly connote this demotion, the riders behind the sagwagon have their dots turn white (as in “I surrender!”). No matter how one wants to spin it, I mean, it's kinda undeniable that the consequence of falling behind the Broom Wagon entails being relabeled or downgraded as uncompetitive, which is not a celebratory moniker. Essentially when your dot turns white, you’re still riding, but pathetically slow, and so far, so far behind, that you have forfeited your title of Competitive TD Racer and exchanged that lofty, honorable title for something akin to a “a slacker, a straggler, a plodder, a loiterer, a dawdler", or the like! Of course, I am having fun with this, but seriously, it really bugged me when I went from a blue dot to a white dot, especially so early in the race. Yet, I like the way they have it set up and I think they should not change it. After all, I am a big boy, so after some self-loathing, I put my big boy pants back on and accepted the truth. However, for me, forever delusional, it's all good, I just have to make a few changes, and I will be in the middle of it. In other words, the next time I arrive in Banff to start another Tour Divide, I will be primed for staying blue ‘til that final photo at that chain fence @ Antelope Wells. I plan to compete in another Tour Divide and finish blue. That is my quest!

 

A once proud competitor, now an involuntary, broken down “tourist” poses at the USA/Mexican Border on July 19, 2025

No surprise, staying "competitive," is a really tough endeavor for the majority of those racing down the Tour Divide route. This is a hard truth that one faces pretty much right away. It hits home to many of the first time racers when they hit Koko Claims and then The Wall. Personally, after the first four or five days, even though my little group was enjoying perfect conditions, I knew I was going to get swept up by the Broom Wagon and that with each day, going forward, I was falling farther behind. Yet, ever hopeful, it wasn’t until around Day 10 or so that I had to accept the fact that there was no way I would be able to get my dot resuscitated. I was disappointed, yet, I never considered scratching from the race. Part of my stubbornness stems from the fact that I really had no other option but to continue. I guess I could have left the course and headed for Denver to catch a train, but I was, in my mind, still racing, still wanting to finish. But I wonder if many of those who did scratch did so partly because of a dot downgrade? “Its not easy being a white dot.” I could relate to Kermit, the Frog!

 

Finishing the TD ain’t easy and staying blue or pink is even harder. A quick crunching of numbers illustrates that staying blue/pink requires a high standard by which the 225 riders are subjected to in terms of being afforded and maintaining the title of “competitive.” Sure it hurts to get relegated to “touring,” especially because it's really hard work, it is not a tour. The white dots are still getting their butts kicked! Personally, not once did this effort feel like touring. For me, an experienced “tour rider,”touring means taking lots of pictures, stopping at local breweries, taking time to write post cards and add to my journal (over several cups of good coffee, at the local coffee shops), bringing along several thick novels to read at night, swimming in lakes, bringing a stove/cook kit, and making wholesome camp meals in the morning and in the early evening, stargazing, etc., etc. You get the idea. In contrast, I was pushing ten to twelve hours a day (and still only averaging about 75 miles a day), eating gas station food, and never took a rest day. At the end of most days, I was completely done in, knackered, too tired to do anything but crawl into my bag and pass out. It ended up taking me 36 days and 5 hours to finish. The Swiss guy that won it did it in just under 12 days. So let's be frank, I was not competitive, but I also wasn’t out on a leisurely tour either! Sick!

 

How the author felt at the end of most days on this year’s Tour Divide race

The following, of course, is speculative thinking, but I wonder if being downgraded to just “touring" is a deciding impetus (or at least, a factor), for why so many “scratch” from the Tour Divide. I mean I am used to having my ego bruised, but for a lot of these first time racers, many of whom have probably enjoyed success in their respective spheres of influence, the downgrade may have been too much to bear?”


Here are some specifics: In order to stay competitive (to stay blue), the men had to make at least 95 miles a day and for the women (to stay pink), I think it was 85 or 90 miles a day. That translates into a little more than 28 days for the men and 30 or 31 days for the women. A quick count indicates that of the 225 that started in Banff on the morning of June 13th, about 100 riders finished the course ahead of the Broom Wagon, another 20 (including me) finished the route but behind the Broom Wagon. Therefore, for the TD 2025, just 44% finished as competitors and overall about 53% finished. That means that only 20 out of the total 120 finishers, or 16% did so under the less than glorious label of “touring.” Or think of it this way, the pattern indicates that one was either good enough to finish blue/pink or quit. 

 

Given the good conditions, the fact that 105 starters did not finish to me was really surprising, really a high number, but looking at the results from previous years, this looks like a pretty normal year. I have several local, good friends that did the Tour Divide in 2017 (all rookies and all finishing under the banner of “competitor”). When speaking with them about the high scratch rate, the consensus was that first time TD racers do not appreciate the physical and mental demands needed to finish. They get discouraged after several days of unrelenting toil, just can’t visualize the long haul endpoint, then they see their dots turn white, and ultimately scratch when they get to a larger town. 

Perhaps the Dunning–Kruger effect is also a factor in explaining the high drop-out rate? We all do it, these guys just put a fancy-pants name to it. Essentially what Dunning and Kruger found in their research was that folks with limited knowledge or experience given a specific task or project tend to overestimate their own ability, skill set and competence in terms of completing the task or project. When they are faced with the reality of their shortcomings, they become frustrated, and subsequently discontinue the task. This “effect” seems apparent when one takes a look at the TD2025 Letters of Intent (LOI) combined with the subsequent unofficial TD start list and compares these pre-race documents with the actual result. The Letter of Intent is simply a kind of survey required of the racers that want to be included on the Trackleaders website. From the LOI, an unofficial starting list is generated. In the LOI, a rider is asked to submit how many days he/she estimates it will take to complete the race course. Only 34 out of 235 or 14% indicated a completion time outside the blue/pink parameter. In other words, 86% submitted completion times that would have put them in blue/pink at the finish. Yet, only 44% actually finished blue/pink! Note: these are just general approximations, especially since I did not take the time to differentiate between genders, etc.,add in the fact that I never earned higher than a “C” in all my math courses.

It would be interesting to look at the various demographic factors associated with the starting field, combined with the stated pre-race “Goal finish time, Maximum finish time, etc.” Other potential causal factors for the high dropout rate could include: age, gender, bike type, time constraints, veteran TD finisher versus first time rider, veteran TD finisher versus veteran TD non-finisher, etc.


Part III. “To dream the impossible dream, To fight the unbeatable foe, To bear with unbearable sorrow, To run where the brave dare not go, To right the unrightable wrong, To love pure and chaste from afar, To try when your arms are too weary, To reach the unreachable star,This is my quest, To follow that star, No matter how hopeless, No matter how far… 


From Don Quoxite, Man of La Mancha


So there you have my sad story. A story of a once proud man disgraced, relegated, but hopefully not defeated. As boldly stated above, I do fully plan on racing the Tour Divide again, maybe as soon as next June. I am still drawn to competitions, especially the long distance cycling ones. Also, being a bit of a social butterfly, I equally enjoy the fact that these kinds of endeavors, by their inherent design, invite opportunities for racers to develop meaningful, beneficial, captivating, and intellectually stimulating relationships with other participants as well as with the folks one meets along the way. I feel like these kinds of social interactions bring out the best in most people.


Part IV Endnotes and General observations:


Quixotic: Having or showing ideas that are different and unusual but not practical and/or very, very likely to not succeed.# If you guessed that quixotic has something to do with Don Quixote, you're absolutely right. The hero of Miguel de Cervantes' 17th-century Spanish novel in English "The Ingenious Hidalgo Don Quixote of La Mancha"  didn't change the world by tilting at windmills, but he did leave a linguistic legacy in English. The adjective quixotic is based on his name and has been used to describe unrealistic idealists since at least the early 18th century. I read it several years ago and it was so funny. I highly recommend it. The movie is also really well done.

 

No surprise that parents are delusional: It is common for parents to live vicariously through their kid’s endeavors. Lots of dads tend to remember their athletic prowess with enhanced, rose-colored glasses. Parents also tend to see their kids’ potential for stardom through fanciful lenses. Thankfully my parents were much more grounded in reality. 

 

Specializing in a particular sport, in my opinion, for kids in middle and high school is a major mistake leading to burnout, injury, and insane expense. 

 

Climbing has always been competitive, not as much when I was obsessed with all facets in the 80s and 90s. Now it is very competitive and very specialized. 

 

To win means many things to many people. Within my high school classroom, a “win” for a few of the seniors is to simply graduate, while for others a “win” means to get accepted to the local community college, while for the top academics, a win means getting accepted to a prestigious university. 

 

During the Arrowhead 135, a couple winters ago, on a kicksled, I failed to make the halfway point within the allotted time constraint at the Arrowhead 135 which was a disappointment for me as it ended a long streak of AH135 finishes. 

 

My Tour Divide did not end at Antelope Wells: Being too cheap to employ the usual costly methods of getting home post Antelope Wells finish line. After finishing, I rode back to Hachita and from there rode east to El Paso. When my Amtrak plans fell through, I was forced to rent a car and drive back to St’ Paul. Still I was able to get back to St. Paul for under $400. 

 

Regarding Hobbes' dim view of humanity: I suppose wars fit this description as well. Hobbes argued that war would dominate in a state of nature, and that there would exist,"No arts; no letters; no society; and which is worst of all, continual fear, and danger of violent death; and the life of man, solitary, poor, nasty, brutish, and short." Maybe we are attracted to “games” as a substitute for fighting wars, or a more pessimistic view holds that we engage in sports to practice for wars. With regard to cheating, for those who live by the theory that winning is everything, cheating is permissible as long as it produces a win. The end justifies the means. Later, Carl von Clausewitz, the Prussian soldier and military theorist, renowned for his insights on war and politics, wrote, "War is merely the continuation of policy by other means," Sound familiar? 

 

In the U.S., our illusory capitalistic ideals are based on the sacred, sublime beauty of economic competition, but I digress, save this delusionary fantasy for a different commentary (same can be applied to the myth of American Exceptionalism)

 

 Not sure if this is cheating, but I just used A.I. to find a bunch of athletic competitions that now allow P.E.D.s! 

 

 From my own perspective, I am pleased that from a macro-view, the Tour Divide remains pure in that basically there are clearly just two winners each year. The men’s and women’s champion. 

 

Having now completed both the GDMBR and the Tour Divide 2025 route, it is my assessment that the Tour Divide route is significantly more difficult. For me, the CDT sections, especially in New Mexico, were soul destroying. 

 

CTR: I am looking forward to watching my some of my heroes compete in the Colorado Trail Race starting on 8/10/2025

 

For specifics see Part IV Notes: Lessons learned and changes that need to be made so that the author can “win” next time. 

 

“It's not that easy being green; Having to spend each day the color of the leaves.When I think it could be nicer being red, or yellow or gold...or something much more colorful like that…” Kermit the Frog

 

Mid-race, I had a couple former students email me and ask, “Mr. Farrow, why did your dot change colors?” In my replies, I took the easy, cowardly way out, ignoring their queries, and instead focused my responses on conveying the beauty of nature so apparent along the route :)

 

Don’t hold me to these numbers. I just did a quick count (without the use of my glasses), but I think I am close enough to make some generalized, anecdotal observations. 

 

Same here, just looking at general trends that stand out. One would need to do a much more accurate count in order to get real accuracy

 

My Tour Divide did not end at Antelope Wells:  It didn’t end for me at Antelope Wells. Being too cheap to employ the usual costly methods of getting home post Antelope Wells finish line. After finishing, I rode back to Hachita and from there rode east to El Paso. When my Amtrak plans fell through, I was forced to rent a car and drive back to St’ Paul. Still I was able to get back to St. Paul for under $400.


The Dunning–Kruger Effect: The tendency of people with low ability in a specific area to give overly positive assessments of this ability. This is often seen as a cognitive bias, i.e. as a systematic tendency to engage in erroneous forms of thinking and judging. In the case of the Dunning–Kruger effect, this applies mainly to people with low skill in a specific area trying to evaluate their competence within this area. The systematic error concerns their tendency to greatly overestimate their competence.

 

 In 2013 the author completed the ITI. (it's really only 300 miles). Although very old, he definitely plans to pedal the full Iditarod Trail before it's too late. But he will not be “racing” it.   A finish will be a big win! 

Lessons learned and therefore changes that need to be made so that the author can “win” next time, (Winning, aka finishing in the BLUE):

  1. My bike was way, way too heavy. I rode my trusty, steel Clockwork (with the stalwart but hefty Rohloff), a full-on touring ATB, complete with front and rear racks, four large panniers and full length fenders for use in the TD race. It's the perfect “touring” bike and I love it. Yet, I bet my bike and gear weighed over 80 lbs. I was blown away by how light everyone else’s bikes were. It was like I brought an 18 wheeler to a sports car race. Hauling it up Koko Claims, The Wall, the CDT sections, etc.. was exhausting and quite depressing. After completing the route and getting back to Minnesota, I saw lots of photos of the finishing competitors at the US/Mexican border hoisting their bikes above their heads in victory celebration! I thought, “No way could I do that with my bike, it's way too heavy, not even when I was young!” In short, next time I will arrive on a light race bike. Note: I did not regret going with the wider 2.6 tires. I’d even consider trying it on a single speed. My “go to” racing bikes for years have been single speeds. They are simple and light. I really enjoy riding single speeds, I enjoy the varying cadence. And in my case, I don't necessarily see a disadvantage. I mean I walk a lot of the big hills anyway. I’d go with a really easy gear ratio like a 32X18 or 19. Wait, wait!!! Don’t you see what’s happening? Here I go again, riding a single speed in the Tour Divide…totally delusional. Never mind.In any event, practice a lot of hike-biking at my local ski hill in Duluth.
  2. I also carried too much gear. Leave the thick novel at home, etc. Get a book downloaded onto my phone. I bet I had ten pounds of stuff I didn’t need. Leave the heavy battery pack @ home. 
  3. Get an aero bar (for comfort) set up. 
  4. Change the mindset on using a motel during this event. I have to resolve myself to spend some money on motels and to not fixate on the cost. Being very cheap, normally I only allow myself to camp out, motels are always the last resort (and when I do get a motel, I feel like I have to stay for a long time to get my money's worth). But, on the TD, it makes sense that one will travel longer distances, if one uses motels as efficient rest/sleep stops consisting of just a few hours. 
  5. Develop a daily mileage logistics plan, so that I have an understanding of how many miles I need to achieve each day in order to stay ahead of the merciless Broom Wagon. With this plan, have an idea of where each rest stop will be located. 
  6. To prepare, do way more hill work using a loaded bike and arrive at Banff with very low gearing (a great-granny gear). Ride more at night. 
  7. Look into carrying a backpack or specific bikepacking vest.

Tuesday, August 12, 2025

Crazy Idea: Testing Again

 Last week I posted on the Velo Orange Eccentric Bottom Bracket and let you know I had decided on switching over to 1X 10 for the drive train. In this update I wanted to share my thoughts after the latest test ride of the newest set-up.

Going without a front derailleur seems like the "smart way to go" for many of you readers, I would guess. I do not prefer it, to be honest. I will admit to being pretty overly sensitive to certain elements of a bicycle's drive train, touch points, or other nuances many people do not even consider a "real thing".  I think many read my thoughts and probably think I am making things up. Well, that simply is not the case for me, at any rate. These things are real.

So, when my chain gets pretty angled going from a single drive ring to one of the lower gears on the cassette, I can feel this. Don't ask me how, but I can shift to a gear I feel is "good" and almost 100% of the time it is the straightest from the cassette to the drive ring possible. So, 1X set ups have never really been my preference as 2X or 3X allows you to keep your chain the straightest and most efficient.

This makes me wonder if I need a lower end range if I would not be better off going smaller on the drive ring. Bigger rear cogs create more extreme chain angles in the lower gears, so sacrificing high speed combinations for the lower end makes sense while allowing me to keep the rear cassette I have now on the bike. I'll have to examine some gear ratio comparisons before I decide, but this is where I am at with the drive train at the moment.

The bearing still needs to be upgraded on the non-drive side of the bottom bracket, although it spun well enough on this test ride. I still need a proper lower cup on the head set. And I still have not found my stash of six bolt rotors. I cannot mount a single speed cog on the front wheel until I settle on what is happening with the drive train. I'm getting closer to being done, but I'm not quite there yet. 

More soon. 

Monday, August 11, 2025

Re-Entry

 The clock doesn't stop and whether or not I was ready to do this, I was determined to do it. It may not seem like a big deal to many people, but I went back to work on Saturday for the first time since my son died a little over a week ago now.

So.....it isn't a thing I would know anything about. I was going at this blind to what may occur. I could only guess and maybe I would be alright, or maybe I wouldn't. You end up just pushing off from shore and hope the boat is sealed up tight.

My co-worker, Carl, is someone pretty special to me. He's been through a lot in life, and he deals with tough health issues and mental issues as well. He adored my son Jacob. Carl often reminded me at random times while we worked how special Jacob was and that I was a lucky dad. He wasn't wrong.

Well, the day Jacob died I was supposed to be at work. I had to call Carl because I didn't want him to find out later from someone else what had happened and why I did not come into work. I hated to have to make that call, and Carl's reaction, while not surprising to me, made me feel really bad. He was crushed. 

Actually, it was the first thing I felt that day besides shock. I was still very upset about it when I went back to work, and I felt I needed to apologize to Carl for how this made everything turn upside down for him. But he was gracious and he said he was glad I called and he wasn't upset about what I did. He confirmed my feeling when he told me he didn't want to hear the news second hand.

Work started, I kind of was numb to it all. I wasn't myself, but I didn't probably show it to many. My friend Tony was in and I knew he could see it. He's pretty sharp. But I sold two bicycles and we made progress on finishing up a couple of bikes for the floor. All in all, it wasn't bad. 

I made it.  I didn't sink.

Sunday, August 10, 2025

A "Thank You"

 Instead of the "Weekly Top Five" post, which was obviously dominated by the posts concerning my son's death, I wanted to take out some time to express my gratitude. I think it is only right to do so. 

There have been so, so many people who have reached out, texted, and visited over this past week. When you think you are toiling away in a corner in this world and you find yourself thinking, "Probably no one is watching", this comes as a total surprise.  My family is overwhelmed and grateful for all of you who have expressed concern, or have even thought about us at all, since last weekend's tragedy.

While all this is extremely encouraging, helpful, and reminds us we are not alone, there is still a long way to go before we get out of this storm we're in here. The seas have calmed significantly, but there are still times when grief hits like a bolt of lightning. The rain comes in the form of tears. I suspect the ragged edges of this storm will be with us for quite some time.  

Still, we treasure each of you who either have contacted me directly here, via email, text, or on social media. We treasure all the hugs and kind words we received at Jacob's memorial service Friday. We are blown away by the support we received via a GoFundMe set up by one of my wife's associates. The support of our church family has been nothing short of a miracle working in an outpouring of love from our congregation. 

So, there is no way I could ever thank you all, or ever be able to express, our gratitude for even the smallest gesture. Please understand we here truly do appreciate it all and you. 

 I will simply just say "Thank You". 

Saturday, August 09, 2025

Drop Bar MTB's To Take Over Leadville 100

From Dylan Johnson's Face Book post. 
 Drop bar mountain bikes seem set to be a big deal amongst the Pro level riders at the Leadville 100, set to occur next weekend. The trend toward using bicycles like this has been slowly gaining traction.  This year it has been said, by at least on top competitor in the event, that this trend is about to blow the top off preconceived notions about drop bar MTB's in races.

One of the most commonly referred to examples of drop bar MTB use in the past is John Tomac. He did use a drop bar fitted to a standard, for his day, mountain bike in the 1990 season while racing for the Yeti brand. John won the first event he used a drop bar Yeti for and continued to use a drop bar Yeti C-26 bike throughout the 1990 season. 

While it is widely known Tomac did this, it is not widely understood why he did  use the drop bar. A quote from him, found online, is illuminating and may kind of douse some of the reasoning people like to use when they refer to Tomac's use of a drop bar MTB. He said, " I ran the drop bars so that I could keep the same position as I had on my road bike." Tomac had spent the previous season racing for the 7-11 road team, and his form was developed on a drop bar road bike, so the reasoning was to keep his form on the road and transfer it over to MTB, which he felt was predicated on his position on the bike. 

It wasn't necessarily because he felt drop bars were an advantage over flat bars, and Tomac did eventually return to flat bars after his dalliance with drop bar MTB usage for the remainder of his storied career.

So, to my mind, Tomac is not a very good example for drop bar MTB usage. But drop bar MTB use today is on the rise and it isn't "fashion" or a way to preserve a road fitness/positioning. There is data out there showing the advantages. A Face Book post recently by Dylan Johnson claims this new data and a top placing last year by a racer using such a set up is pushing more top riders into seriously considering a drop bar MTB for the event.

Is this just a Leadville thing, or will we start seeing this appear at more events outside of the high-altitude, mountain event? What would this sort of thing do for gravel events where having "real suspension" performance prove to be an advantage? It is an interesting development, wherever this trend ends up going and worth keeping an eye on. 

Friday, August 08, 2025

A Eulogy For Jacob

 


Today, instead of your regular FN&V, I hope you will indulge me in this. I wanted to honor my son, who died in his sleep last Saturday, August 2nd, by sharing the eulogy I wrote for him. Thank you for your consideration and grace in this matter. 

Jacob Isaiah Stevenson

When Phyllis and I were pregnant with Jacob Isaiah Stevenson in late 2002 we were attending a conference at Heartland Vineyard Church. During worship, God impressed upon Phyllis that she should bow down and although she resisted this, eventually she obeyed and then heard in her spirit that the child inside of her was to be named Jacob. Phyllis had already settled on his name being Isaiah, but when this happened, she obeyed and made her choice, his middle name instead.

Jacob was born while I (Mark) was on RAGBRAI working as a mechanic for the riders. He wasn't supposed to be born until August, late in the first week.  But he came early, and I was called at around 5:00am in the morning when Phyllis told me "He is coming now, you need to get home!"

Ever since then Jacob seemingly always had to be early, or first. He wasn't a tiny baby for long, and he grew quickly. As a child he was temperamental. It was apparent to us early on Jacob had a fire inside of him. A passionate fire that was not easily quenched.

Alongside his sister, Izabel, they made quite the pair. Izzy with her quieter, more introspective nature versus Jacob's gregarious, outgoing, wild nature. Their bond grew as they grew, and many times we would stand back and smile as we saw them interact growing up. It was obvious that they loved each other, but - let me tell you - there were days of friction. But overall, they learned to love each other deeply. 

Jacob's first day of school of the 2013/2014 school year.

Jacob was - well....let's be honest here. He was somewhat of a terror at times. Caretakers at the church and throughout his schooling and daycare periods found out that Jacob wasn't suited to sitting still for very long. His make-up was not like many other kids. Jacob also wanted closeness, contact, and he hated being alone as a child. We learned early on that typical discipline measures didn't work as well with him as time alone did. You had to get his attention, and once he understood he couldn't interact with people unless he dialed things back, he was willing to change his course.

My cousin, Dave Houdek, shared this early remembrance of Jacob with me "...the first time I met Jacob. he was around 3 or 4 years old and you guys were at my parents’ house (for Thanksgiving) Jacob was running around the house like a wild man trying to tackle me,. Your Mom (Jacob's grandmother) looked at me with a big smile and said, "That's Jacob!". Yes....yes, that was Jacob in his early years! He was running around like he was on fire almost all the time. 

Jacob photobombing a family picture of friends of ours.

This characteristic of Jacob was due to his passion for people and relationships. We learned he loved deeply, and he hurt deeply when his peers did not respond to him in kind. Jacob did not have many friends growing up, and it wasn't until he started playing football in middle school that he started to connect with others his age. I think it is important to note here that without the Holy Spirit working in us as parents and within our church family that Jacob may not have grown into what he became. He had critical points during his elementary years where teachers, like Jamie Oberheu, made a big impact on Jacob's development. There were some very difficult times for Jacob in his elementary years and early in middle school. But by the grace of God, he was delivered through it all.

Being in the football program and his involvement in Heartland Vineyard's Youth Group made a huge impact upon Jacob. At a special service, around 2011, Heartland Vineyard had an evangelistic weightlifting crew come in to demonstrate feats of strength and share the Gospel. A call went out for those in the congregation to accept Christ as their savior. Jacob responded to the call. So, thanks to Jesus and the willingness of the church to provide that opportunity which assured Jacob a place in God's kingdom.

Youth group was a highlight of the week for Jacob. He was tabbed as the person to run the snack sales. Youth attending soon found out there were no freebies, no stealing, and if they tried, Jacob wasn't having any of it. This did not surprise Phyllis and I, as we had noted a strong sense of justice and fairness within Jacob at an early age. Jacob detested cheating, stealing, and any attempts at shirking your obligations. Josh Paxton, pastor at the time of Jacob's service in Youth Group, shared a story of Jacob concerning this trait of his.

Jacob apparently was made aware that Josh's son, Cooper Paxton had not paid for his snack. The youth were gathered in the sanctuary for worship and teaching when Jacob marched in, confronted Cooper and was about to drag him out to have him pay when Cooper’s mother, Stephanie Paxton explained to Jacob she had paid for Cooper’s snack in advance. Michael Reed, our current pastor, told us that the snack sales were never really under control until Jacob oversaw them.

This sense of justice and fairness only grew stronger with Jacob as he matured. It impacted a lot of people along the way. His head football coach at West High, Lonnie Moore had this to say about the impact Jacob had. 

Jacob graduated from high school in 2021

"Jacob was a special young man who made a lasting impact on our team and on me personally. He brought a strong work ethic, and a great attitude every time he stepped on the field. His presence will truly be missed, not just as a player, but as a part of our football family"

Jacob also made an impact on those he was involved in Chorus with at West High. During can drives and at practices, Jacob influenced many of his peers. We know this from the several messages we have received since Jacob's death. Jacob loved singing, and he continued to sing even after high school. We were "blessed" to hear his voice singing along to various favorite hard core, dub step, techno, Christian, and heavy metal songs he liked, along with other tunes by various artists. Jacob loved music and had a wide-ranging playlist on his phone. He often shared his favorites with us.

Jacob was a dedicated employee at his first job st the Isle Casino where he was a security guard. He moved on from there to Criterion Manufacturing after his graduation from Hawkeye Tech, where he earned his CNC machining/ tool and die certificate He was drawn to working in metal from a class at the Waterloo Career Center and decided to go to Hawkeye Tech based heavily upon the fact that Chad Smith, was an instructor at the program. Chad had a major influence on Jacob and was a big help in Jacob's success in school and in his work.

I know most of you who knew Jacob will remember him for his hugs. Big, crushing hugs, which at times felt like your atoms were being fused with his. He learned to dial this back for many of you, which is probably a good thing!

But can I tell you about a side of Jacob you may not have been aware of? While he turned out to be a big, imposing figure at 6' 3" and nearly 400lbs, he was never afraid to show his heart to those he loved. His passion for his family and friends was truly palpable.

But what I feel best exemplifies his heart, to me at any rate, was that Jacob was never afraid to reach out and hold my hand. In fact, he did this regularly, in casual situations and even in public. We took a walk around the graveyard near my home recently when he reached out and held my hand for several minutes. He never said a word when he did this, but we would meet eyes, and I knew we shared a deep love for each other.

He had that same heart for many of you. This is what we will miss the most about Jacob. However, I am proud of him. He came into adulthood as an exemplary human being, not because we were great parents, but by the grace of God. And in a typical Jacob way, he was first again. He made it into the loving arms of his Father first before us.

Quotes:

The power of one man doesn’t amount to much. But, however little strength I’m capable of…. I’ll do everything humanly possible to protect the people I love, and in turn they’ll protect the ones they love. It seems like the least we tiny humans can do for each other” – Roy Mustang from “Full Metal Alchemist”


On the final day I die, I want to hold my head up high.

I want to tell You that I tried

To live it like a song

And when I reach the other side,

I want to look You in the eye

And know that I’ve arrived

In a world where I belong
” – Jon Foreman, Switchfoot


Proverbs 31: v8-9

Speak up for those who cannot speak up for themselves, for the rights of all those who are destitute.

Speak up and judge fairly, defend the rights of the poor and needy.